Tuesday, June 15, 2010

ColLeGE!?!!



(I got a computer?!)
WoOoWw!
Time has just flown by. I can not believe that I'm heading off to my first term of college in supposedly six hours, but I'm sure it will be more than that. Road trips never seem to go as planned. We always end up taking too long.
It has definitely been a roller coaster ride making it to this point.
My family.
Understanding and working through differences.
Coming to terms with myself.
Grades.
Seminary.
Prom.
Yearbook.
Friends.

I'll miss my room. It will never be the same.
I'll miss my house, it will no longer be the main place I live.
I will miss being a kid. I felt like I've let it all pass me by.
I'll miss Mei Ling.
I'll miss Aaron.
I'll miss Seth.
I hope my parents begin to REDISCOVER love again.
I'll miss movie nights.
I'll miss ice cream nights.
I'll miss Tag.
I'll miss Miracle.
I'll miss going on long walks.
I'll miss going on long runs.
I'll miss the pipeline.
I'll miss Candace.
I'll miss my yoga ball.
I'll miss the tire swing.
I'll miss english hill.
I'll miss my family.
I'll miss watching them grow up.
I'll miss it here.
I'll miss my summers.
I'll miss Cottage Lake.
I'll miss EFY.
I'll miss fhe's in the front yard.
I'll miss being able to talk to my mommy.
I'll miss knowing everyone in the Ward.
I'll miss the Ward.

Why must we grow up?
I've waited so long for this,
but now I feel that I've missed out.
I feel that I've grown up too fast.
I've taken life for granted.
I haven't been grateful for all that I've been given.

I need to work harder to notice and appreciate those around me.

Lets hope all goes well.